good & bad
happy & hard
amazing & awful
all at the same time. There's so many things to thank and praise GOD for, yet there's a piece of my heart that's not there and it just HURTS. When the future lies uncertain, so many unanswered questions, so much unknown, so much change, and I'm waiting for the path God has for me to become clear. Right now it feels like I'm just waiting to see what He's going to do and my fears keep colliding with my faith.
I look at the world around me & it just seems and looks so empty. Yet I know that GOD is still at work! No matter where I am, how I'm feeling, there's some things that don't change and the important things remain the same. =) GOD matters. Loving Him and loving others unconditionally matters. Relationships matter. Children matter. Yet that's so easy to forget. It's so easy to put my focus and concern on things that are nothing in light of eternity. Oh may my heart be sealed for HIS courts above.
When I see God work despite of my messiness. When He continues to send people into my life who care, who listen, who lead me back to Him. It's overwhelming and some days to be honest I'm just not sure what to do with it all. :) Guess I need to continue to ask God to help me with learning how to receive from Him, to just be thankful, to accept and be okay with not trying to earn what has been freely given to me. So many things to learn (or to learn in a deeper way) It's in these times that I'm so thankful for a patient & loving Heavenly Father who's still working on me. [hallelu!]
learning to walk by faith one day at a time, God's PA girl :)
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